Baby Got Back

This song, it came out when my bestie and I were 8 or 9. No lie! And she has always had one of those ghetto booties. You know, the big bubble butt. So this was her song. Not by her choice. But because I used to sing it to her all the time! Now, everytime I hear it, it reminds me of her!

Barracuda and I were just having a lazy day. Listening to old school music and getting my house baby proofed. That's when this song came on. And instantly, I thought of my bestie! I told Barracuda all about our childhood. And how I would bug my bestie with this song.

In the end, we agreed, it's her song. Because no matter what size she is, she still has the ghetto booty. Size 0 or size 5. She's got a booty! I'm pretty sure The Guy doesn't mind either. :) XOXO

Do I

This song, it reminds me of my husband. It makes me cry when I hear it. Every time. I miss him. I miss sleeping in his arms. Waking up in the morning next to him. Being silly together. Losing to him at video games. Trying to cook. Just being together.

I still love him. I'm pretty sure I always will. Especially since we're having this precious baby girl together. How can I not love him? But I'm pretty sure, he doesn't love me. No matter how much I love him, he's moved on.

That's the tough part. Because He was my everything. And here I am. Left with a baby on the way, and our dog. It's hard. It's our reality. But this song, it will always remind me of him. It's everything I feel. Why didn't he give us a chance? That, I will never know. XOXO

Little White Church

This song reminds me so much of my bestie and her guy. I don't know why. Maybe because the 2 of them are in no way, shape or form, anxious about tying the knot. Their relationship, as is, works for them. And I think that's a great thing. And it's amazing how they stick to their guns.

But baby C and I might just love to go to a wedding. Maybe they're waiting on her to be born. Anyway that you look at it, I can't wait! One day, those 2 will get married. They were made for each other. Like no other 2 people that I've ever known. They're amazing! And I'm so happy to be in their lives. :) XOXO

Consider Me Gone

This song, it comes to mind when I think of my hubby. Did he really call me? And say all those things? Like these 2 babies are all my fault? He's the one that cheated. Not me. I'm done. Beyond done to be honest. And he has the nerve to ask me to wait for him. To let him try this out with his other "Baby Mama." If that doesn't work, he wants to give us a try. I can't be serious. But he is. Oh brother! I'm done. I just can't do this anymore... XOXO

Don't Cheat in Our Hometown

This song, it sums up the way I feel about my hubby's actions. I'm shocked. Sad. Mad. Everything. Why? I guess there are some things I will never really understand. Like him telling me that we were going to work through all of our problems. Then I find out he's been seeing not 1, but 2 different women. Well, that I know of. Nothing would surprise me at this point. Let's just be that honest. I guess, this is just the end. The end to our story as a couple. But not to our story together. That is still being written... XOXO

The Song...

When I was little, my dad was a security guard. And he thought he was all that and a bag of tricks. No lie! I swear, he used to act like he was the big sheriff in town.

And when Cops started, he wouldn't let me watch it. Why? Not because of the violence. But because of the theme song...Inner Circle. I don't know what he thought. Maybe I'd turn into some gang banger. You know, just by listening to the song. I'm not sure. But it was pretty crazy!

Now, Cops and AMW are 2 of my favorite shows to watch. Why? I don't know. But I really like watching them. And every time I hear this song, I think about when I was little. Um, I think I turned out OK. Maybe it was because I wasn't allowed to listen to this song. :P XOXO

No One Needs to Know

Yes, this was one of my favorite songs. I think I was 12 when it came out. I remember being in middle school. And wanting so bad to play the guitar. Too bad my mom was too busy with my step-dad to notice.

But Shania, was and always will be, one of my favorite singers. Plain. Simple. Fact. Love her and her music! God, this song and video are amazing. It just sends me back to a time in life, when things were less complicated... XOXO

Day 'n Night

Funny how this song makes me smile. Every time I hear it, I smile. A big smile! It makes me want to dance. And today at work, someone put on a radio really loud. With this song. No lie! A bunch of us, wanted to dance. And all of a sudden, the HR office became a club. PR people flooding in to dance. That folks, is a great day at work! I do think that our boss also enjoyed it. But probably more because his girlfriend had come in to bring him some lunch. And well, she left dancing! :) XOXO

Goin' Through the Big D

This song always reminded me of my mom. My parents had already gotten divorced by the time this song came out. But this song, it always reminds me of my mom. I don't know why. It just does. Go figure that I'm in this situation. Isn't life just weird? XOXO

American Girl

Weird how on this date, this is what's on my mind. Trisha Yearwood's song. One of my favorites growing up. Because I signed everything with X's and O's. And I wore ribbons in my hair. Not by choice, but because my mom forced me too.

But this song, it just reminds me of my life. And everything I've done. The roads I've traveled. Everything that I've done. It's that kind of song. My bestie and I used to sing it all the time! It's a good memory. Mostly. XOXO

What Hurts the Most

What hurts the most is not seeing T. Not falling asleep in his arms. Not talking through our problems. Not being together. I love him. More than I can ever explain. But we're just not working out. And it won't work out if we don't sit and talk about our problems. This could take a while. But I hope that we're able to work through all of our issues. Because I love this man more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. XOXO

Waterfalls

This song always reminds me of my bestie. I remember when it first came out, she would sing it. And we'd dance to it. Yup, we'd wait until my mom would leave the house. Then we'd put MTV on. And just have a good time dancing.

For some reason, my bestie really liked to sing this song. And she loved to dance to it. Craziness. But that's what we'd do. Hangout, dance, sing, laugh, and be silly. Funny, how this song, of all songs, brings back such happy memories. XOXO

Never Love You Enough

I know that T and I are going through a tough time right now. But I still love him so much. This song, it reminds me of him. And how much I love him. I just wish that he was here right now. So we could talk. But he's working. And I understand that. I just hope that we can make it past this. XOXO

Whatta Man

I was like 9 when this song came out. My bestie would sing it all the time! And I thought she was so cool. When we got older and she had a boyfriend, she would joke around with him. She would sing part of the lyrics to him. Totally embarrass him. But every time they heard this song, they'd dance to it. Enzo used to laugh about it. And he thought she was hilarious. They were such a cute couple!

Me? I always wanted to find a man that would fit this song. I wanted a good man. A good man that loved me. A good family man. But a man. You know, that would take care of me. In every way. Someone that would tell me that he loved me. That would take the time to get to know me. Well, T is that man and so much more!

We were just hanging out the other night. And looking up old music on YouTube. I found this song, and it perfectly fits my hubby! T is everything I could have dreamt up. Yup!

I've finally got my mighty good man. And I'm loving every second of him! We are so in love. In every way, your typical Newlyweds. We're loving all of that too! This might just become my man's new song. :) XOXO

This Kiss

I'm so blissfully happy! T and I are enjoying ourselves so much! And I've honestly never been so in love. Life is absolutely amazing right now. :) And this song, it sums it all up. Just the way T loves me. His kiss, it just makes my entire day. One kiss from him, makes chills go all the way down my spine. And makes my toes curl. He's that amazing! XOXO

From this Moment

From this moment...that's the way I feel about T. I LOVE him so much! We've been trying to decide on a "Wedding Song." And we just hadn't been able to come up with one. Until we heard "From this Moment."

The other night when we were going home, we were searching for some good music. And the radio landed on a country station. This song was playing. And it made me cry. I knew right then, this was went to be our song.

The words are perfect. Everything I feel about T, is said in this song. The passion and emotion, it's all perfect. I never believed in love before I met T. I never thought I'd get married. But God made T for me. He knew I needed a man to love. A man who would love me. God answers all kinds of prayers. Even the ones that we don't pray for.

With all the stress of our wedding, this song just swept it all away. Because the only important part of our wedding day, and the moment when we become man and wife, is having T love me. I'm blessed. T is the love of my life. And I love him so much. There is not a single thing in the world, that I wouldn't do for him.

T is the very 1st person I have ever completely trusted. He has my heart in his hands. And everything good in my life, he has done for me. I've never loved anyone more than I love him. And I can't wait until we get to dance to this song, as man and wife. XOXO

No Scrubs

I went to go visit my bestie today. And when I got there, she was working out. A really tough workout. Lots of weights and cardio. The kind of workout that would make me cry. And what is she doing? Singing "No Scrubs."

Apparently, that's part of her singing exercises or whatever. But this song? Of all songs. Made me laugh. Because she really liked TLC when we were little. And she was always singing and dancing to their music. Oh, and the group has an inside meaning, with our current group of friends...

But it was hilarious. She was really into it. The music was blasting and she was just working out. Her Guy was watching her. And she didn't notice him. He had that crook'd smile of his plastered across his face. And she was just working her little rear end off! That's my bestie. XOXO

Tough

In every single way, this song reminds me of my bestie and her guy. They're so much in love. And she is sick. Really sick. Fighting it with all she has. And her guy, he's right there helping her through it. You can tell that he used to be a "tough guy." A little hard and reserved. But she has broken through all of that. And he just loves her. No matter what. Sickness and health. That's love. And she's strong. They're strong together. And I know that she's going to make it through all of this. :) XOXO

Sweet Home Alabama

I'm not going to lie. Last night was an eye opening experience for me. T took me out to see some of the fun that this place has to offer. It's craziness! I'm sure my bestie and her guy went out too. But something tells me, they weren't at the same places we were.

I guess I'm really starting to understand what this life is all about. The people were hilarious! I'm being so serious here. It was a lot of fun. But honestly, at the end of the day, I'm not sure if I could hang with these people. And I'm no angel. But seriously, that's a lot of partying.

Sweet Home Alabama will never sound the same to me again. But it was a fun night. I may or may not still be in my pjs. In bed. Because, that's how crazy last night was. Enough said. But it was fun! XOXO

Where Would You Be

I just love this song. It's funny. I used to listen to a lot of country music when I was little. Then I stopped. I don't know why. My mom just went in a different direction in her life. Now that I'm here, we listen to a lot of it. Mostly because of my bestie and her guy. And I'm really starting to fall back in love with it. Martina sounds like an angel. And this song is perfect! XOXO