Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day T!!!


I know that we've had a rough few months. But I LOVE YOU! You're still the love of my life. The ONLY man that I want in my life. :)

I really do hope that you have an amazing day! I know that you have to work. We're both going to be working. But I want you to enjoy this day as much as possible. I want you to know how much I love you. And that I'll always be here for you. I'm your wife. Forever. And I know we can work through all of this. We can find our way back to each other. And we can be just as happy as we were a year ago.

I wish that I could make you some amazing meal. That I had gotten to wake up in your arms. But that's just not were we are right now. But I do want to see you. I want to have dinner with you. I want to share in your life. I want us to have a life together again. I LOVE YOU HUBBY!!!

XOXO Your Wifey

Friday, February 5, 2010

6 Weeks

Dear Baby,

Well, it's official. You're in there. At least that's what all the tests keep telling me. For about 2 weeks, I've thought I might be pregnant. I've been really tired. And feeling really sick. Mornings are almost unbearable. But it's OK. As long as you're in there. And growing like you should.

My breasts are HUGE and sore! They really do hurt. I keep trying to dress in clothes to hide. But I'm not doing so well there. Today, I took a few pregnancy tests. All confirming what I already knew. Now, I just need to tell your daddy. And all of our friends and family.

Your parents have made a bit of a mess out of their lives. It's not your fault. Please don't think it is. I already love you so much. Even while I'm throwing up my guts of the toilet. Because baby, you're special. The only one like you. Thank you for growing in your mommy. And staying safe. Your only job for the next few months is to grow strong and be healthy. Leave the rest up to me! I promise, I'm trying to make this better.

XOXO Your Mommy