22 Weeks

Dear Baby Girl,

I'm so happy today! Your Auntie C came to visit us. And she spent the entire day with us! We went to our doctor's appointment. And your Auntie C got to see you, precious girl! She was so happy. And so was I. :)

We also went to lunch today. And we did lots of shopping for you. Your Auntie C is already spoiling you so much! You have so many cute outfits and toys now. Auntie C and I can't wait to play with you! Not only did Auntie C spoil you, she also spoiled me too! She bought your Mommy some clothes to wear while you grow big and strong. We're so lucky to have her.

But not all of this week was fun and easy. I watched your Daddy and your big sister Baby M. Your Daddy took her to work with him this week. Your sister is gorgeous! And now, I kinda know what you are going to look like. I just hope that your Daddy will be as loving with you, as he is with Baby M.

We've also spent lots of time with your Godparents. Your Godmother is performing. And your Godfather and Uncle Barracuda are working hard. We've had a lot of fun with all of them! One day, you'll learn the importance of good friends. They really do help you through all of life. The good and the bad.

But most of what this week has been about it, is that you're growing. And I can tell. My belly has popped out. And I'm getting to see more of what it's like to be pregnant. I LOVE it! But I'm pretty sure, I'm going to need to do a lot of shopping for maternity clothes. But I'm more than OK with that. Because I just want you to grow big and healthy.

That's been our week. Traveling. Spending lots of time with our friends and family. And just being happy. That's the important part of life. And I'm going to show you how to enjoy the people that love you. That's really important. Stay growing good like you are. We have 18 more weeks before we get to meet!

XOXO Your Mommy

Carrot Cake

Yum! Carrot cake. And homemade. Betty do you want to come out here and work for our friend? That way, we can eat your yummy food every day? That might be bad though. I'd probably gain so much weight! But these recipes are so yummy! And I want to try this one. Maybe when we get back from our trip to FL. But doesn't this look yummy? XOXO

Baby M

Today my hubby became a daddy. No, I didn't have my Baby Girl. But he had a baby girl with his ex-girlfriend. Baby M. She is gorgeous. How do I know? A friend of mine sent me a text, with Baby M's picture.

It sounds like my hubby is really happy. And I'm happy for him. I'm glad that Baby M is healthy. And that she was born happily and healthy. I only wish the best for her. And one day, I hope that she and Baby C get to be close sisters. They'll only be 4 1/2 months apart.

I really do think that it's important to be close. To have a good relationship. I really do hope that they can love each other. And that their Daddy will always be there for them. And love them both. Congrats T! XOXO

19 Weeks

Dear Baby Girl,

Yes, I can finally call you my Baby Girl! We're 100% sure this week. At week 16, we knew that you were a girl. But this week, my doctor said that you are positively a baby girl. :)

This has been such an amazing week! One that I wish we could share with my Grandma and my brother. That would be your great-Grandma and Uncle B. I miss them so much! And this week, I really wish that they were here with us.

This weekend is Mother's Day. It makes me miss my grandma so much. But there is just no way for me to get in touch with her. That makes me really sad. She was a lot like a mom to me. And I really want to share this part of my life with her. Hopefully one day, we will get to share. I want her to meet you!

This has been a crazy and fun week! Lots of stuff is going on. I have your name all picked out. And I ordered everything for your room. It gets me so excited to meet you. I just can't wait to hold you. And to look into your eyes. I really hope that you get your daddy's blue eyes. :)

I'm showing more and more. I think people now know that I'm pregnant and not just fat. It makes me laugh. But for the longest time, I think people figured I was just fat. It's nice to hear people ask when I'm due. And I'm pretty sure that I'm feeling you kick. It feels so amazing! I just love the feeling. :)

Well Little Girl, it's time for your Mommy to make lunch. I'm pretty sure that we're both hungry. And I'm thinking that we could also use a nap. I know I'm tired. W is sitting here watching me type away. And it just makes me think of you. I can't wait until the 2 of you get to play together!

XOXO Mommy

My Baby is a...

GIRL!!! Can you tell by the picture? For almost 3 weeks, I've known. But the doctor wanted to make sure. And today, I was told that 100%, my Baby is a girl! :)

I've ordered her bedding. And picked out a name. I shared her name with Baby C's Daddy. I thought he would like it. Her middle name is after T's grandma. I think that's really special.

I'm just so excited to be having a little girl. I have a little brother and a younger male cousin. But I've never been around little girls. This is going to be so amazing! I've already been shopping. Buying Baby C so many cute dresses. I can't wait to buy her dolls, hair bows, and cute shoes.

I can tell, this is the beginning to an amazing chapter in my life. No matter what has happened between T and I, we made a beautiful little girl. One that I'm going to love every day of my life. And I just can't wait to meet her! XOXO

Consider Me Gone

This song, it comes to mind when I think of my hubby. Did he really call me? And say all those things? Like these 2 babies are all my fault? He's the one that cheated. Not me. I'm done. Beyond done to be honest. And he has the nerve to ask me to wait for him. To let him try this out with his other "Baby Mama." If that doesn't work, he wants to give us a try. I can't be serious. But he is. Oh brother! I'm done. I just can't do this anymore... XOXO